fucking valentine's day...

when did i become one of those valentine's day hater? this is the second time i'm single for this date in the last 8 years. last year i dealt with it quite fine, i just left my ex, recently moved out and in a new place...i understood that there was a reason for me to be alone at that time and was fine with it. now, a year has passed and i'm still single...wtf? i know i don't have a six pack, a huge cock and blue eyes, but i think i'm fine: i'm smart, brave, i love to spoil and get spoiled, i invest a lot on my relationship, i work hard and have ambition... how come i can't find anyone i can date for more than two dates? i'm one of those who thinks that when the moment u less expect it, he will appear...but i've been focusing in my life, work and friends lately...i haven't been looking (going to 8 dates in a year and a half does not count as looking for a BF)...and yet, here i am, alone for valentine's.
actually i don't even care about this date, i'm jew! the whole valentine's day buzz only started here couple of years ago and people don't care much...and yet, it just reminds me i'm alone.
this day sucks! let's move on to next week please.