wow!!!

las night i went with a friend to Lima-Lima. i was in those days when you feel fat and ugly...not my best. besides, when i was going back home i met my ex on the street. i felt really happy to see him, we actually hugged in the middle of the street like two old friends that haven't met in a long time (actually only one month). we talked a little bit and while leaving him behind i realized that i'm moving on, finally i feel that i'm getting over him. of course i can't say i don't love him anymore, it is stupid, i do love him but i've finally understood that the best thing for us is to go different ways.
so feeling better about my ex i went out...it was really crowded and it is so hot in tel aviv right now that it was too much, so we sat in the bar outside and i was surprised of all the looks i was getting, this guy even come over and said to me the only two words in Spanish he knew wishing it would make me think he was cute (well, i usually think that israelis saying "hola" to me, are kind of lame).
so the party was nice, but after two beers i had to go to the rest-room...and then i saw HIM...i won't say his name but he is a really famous singer. kind of cute, but not my ideal man...though he is famous and you know us gays...in that moment someone pushed me and i ended up couple centimeters from each other i felt i was melting, this famous guy can have anyone in this party and he is looking at me, like that! we were flirting all night long and he invited me a beer, we chatted a little but i had to leave. i know he has a BF and they are in an open relationship, and i wasn't really into that...of course when i got home i wanted to kill myself for being such an idiot! but i want to believe it all happened for a reason...(if i don't think that way i'll jump from my office's window right now).