one night stand...

after a couple of rough weeks that included pneumonia, problems at work, missing my family, being single for more than a year, and more...i'm finally coming back to normal: i'm back to the gym and to my yoga classes, back to meeting friends and going out, etc.
but while i was depressed at home i decided to open a new profile in an israeli dating site...i have one, the official one, since i broke up last year, but this one is faceless, just a body pic and a more private pic of a part gays love... in my official one i receive messages once in a while, i have face pics but i wrote i'm looking for a serious relationship. in the new profile i wrote i'm looking for one night stands...and voilá: cock pic + top + latin+ only looking for sex= more than 20 messages on the firs 24hs...i mean, it is not that of a surprise (what can i expect from a site where most of the profiles are faceless 6 packs and dicks), but that was the moment i finally understood that the chances of finding someone serious online is close to none.
i'm a special kind of gay, i rather spend months without sex, than having a quicky with the first guy who hits on me...i guess i shouldn't be surprised when i spend 2 months without sex...