bicycle, bicycle...

after a really crappy couple of weeks i decided to spoil myself with a nice present and i decided to go for a folding bike...yep, i bought myself a Dahon Vitesse D7, all aluminum, 7 shifts, and 10kg aprox.... it was kind of expensive but i love it, now i can ride it to the train station and jump in taking it with me (actually i hardly take the train...but i could if i want :))
for now i just took it for a small ride since it's been raining like crazy for the last two days (i knew it was going to happen, i buy a bike...rains, i buy a jacket and it is hot...).
i guess that on the weekend i'll take a nice ride by the sea if the weather is ok and i'll take some pics to share with u, for now i'm posting just a pic from Dahon's site for you to have an idea of how it looks like (mine is white though).

crazy men...

i'm so tired and disappointed of men (again...). i met this cute guy couple of weeks ago, we talked on the internet, then on the phone and then we met. after the date we kept talking, texting and all. he said to me he really liked to meet me and he had a great time. we met again on Monday night (since Tuesday was holiday in Israel). we talked until 3am, he showed me pics of his family on his phone and he even took a pic of me to have when i call him. he asked me to walk him to his car and as it was close to my house i asked him to walk me home instead. in the entrance of the building i invited him to go up. he said he was tired, so i insisted and told him we were not going to do anything he wouldn't want...he declined it again and told me "it's not like we won't see each other anymore, we'll meet tomorrow"... so i went home and so did he. as i was kind of drunk and annoyed by the situation i texted him and told him i like him but i don't like games, i didn't want to push, but i really wanted a moment with him alone... he didn't answer.
when i woke up, less drunk and calmer, i texted him again and apologized if he felt pressured or bad about my behavior or text message and that i would make up to him next date. he texted me at 11pm saying "i don't think it will work out between us".
are men crazy? is it all men, or just gay men? is it israelis? ...i don't know what to think, it all seemed going well but the moment i invited him to my place it was "not working for him anymore"...i'm so tired of the dating thing, so frustrated... i'd like to find someone nice, someone who deserves to be with me and skip all the first 3 months of dating...