Chup-Chup's Blog II

A gay Argentinian in Israel, my daily life, my work, relationships, and whatever I feel like sharing.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

what are the chances...?

so last night i went to my friend's b-day party...it was great! full of alcohol and music...i had a great time (and of course i got really drunk). i know today is a working day, but i just wanted to make him happy and be there for him until he wanted to go to sleep. i also knew there was a chance the American boy would be there, and actually i didn't want him too, i wanted to enjoy with my friends and have fun. i was afraid of how could i react if i see him...but in the end he didn't show up.
we decided to end the party at around 3 and i went home stumbling on Rothschild Bvd.
this morning my alarm clock rang and i decided to sleep a little longer and arrive late for work. then i remembered i had a meeting but it was too late for me to catch the company's shuttle, so i had to take the bus. i have to bus choices and i always go with the 90 from Dizengoff Center, but today i thought it would be quicker if i take the other bus. i was walking to the stop by this little dirty street, thinking on how drunk i was and i saw him...American boy was there, at 9am, in the middle of the street, looking at me...it was so shocking i didn't know what to say. he hugged me, and behave like if we met yesterday...like if 6 months hadn't passed since the last time. i was shocked and could hardly speak (well i was also drunk and it was sooo early). he mumbled some words and invited me to have breakfast, i said i had to leave and he asked me to call him.
when i got in the bus i realized i didn't have his number since i deleted them from my phone.
my friends say that it is a sign, that i was supposed to meet him, to have fun and wild sex...i actually agree with that in part, it was meant to happen, but not for the sex, but for me to close the cycle. it is time for me to tell him how he made me feel and to take it out of my system.

this coincidence just reminded me of what Paulo Cohelo (the Brazilian writer) wrote on his book "The Alchemist": "sometimes the Universe plots in order for you to fulfill your destiny as it is writen".

update: he called me to let me know he was happy he met me and wanted to see me again. we are on for dinner on thursday.

2 Comments:

Blogger VpO said...

If that bastard hurt you again then I'll throw eggs at him in Cambridge! It's right up the road from me!

September 3, 2008 at 6:41 AM  
Blogger Raúl said...

me gusta mucho tu blog t visito todos los dias. visita el mio y si t gusta el mio deja un comentarios e intercambiamos links

September 3, 2008 at 3:14 PM  

Post a Comment

Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]

<< Home