Chup-Chup's Blog II

A gay Argentinian in Israel, my daily life, my work, relationships, and whatever I feel like sharing.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

give me a break!

i still have mice in my apartment and i'm going crazy, the fu**ing landlord told me today on the phone he doesn't know what to do, that i'm the only one that has complained about it... i'm so disgusted by all this...i will never, ever, see Ratatouille in the same way... and it is not as if i was living in a hole, it is the most centric and cool place in the city - plus, the gay mecca - (Rothschild and Sheinkin).
i need a BF who helps me take care of this shit...and that's the second part of the problem...i need a BF! i wanted to prove to myself that i can be alone, that i don't need to jump from relationship to relationship...well i don't need to jump into a new relationship but i do want BF, i mean, i'm not going to accept the first idiot that knocks at my door, but i'm open to date! i think that since i broke up with my ex i've been to 4 awful dates and in the internet i always get contacted by old guys or little boys...nothing in a middle range (let's say between 25 to 35yo)... and it's not something sexual, i mean, if i go online i can get sex...it is intimacy, going out to eat, watching a movie in the sofa...i miss that so much!
i was sick most of last week (which in fact was holidays here in israel because of passover, but the owners of the company i work for decided that we had to work). so, while most of israel was in the beach i was working and with a cold (fever and all)...
and the straw that broke the camel's back is my mom coming to visit me in less than a month. i live in a tiny apartment (for the moment with mice), i work all day long, i'm boyfriend less and car less, tel aviv will be like 35 degrees every single day...it's going to be just great! (at least i have AC, i live 20min walk from the beach and i don't have roaches right?)

Thursday, April 17, 2008

finally!!!


after a long wait i got my iPod touch!!! i like it so much...it looks good and it's so easy to use...iTunes on the other hand...is the worst thing ever, could apple create something less user friendly? i don't think so...it sucks! in any case now i´m connected to the internet even more! read blogs, pappers, emails, gay dating sites, facebook, whatever i want and all form my little iPod! welcome home baby (it has a name but it's just between him and me)!

Monday, April 14, 2008

not clear...

in the end the guy i met for lunch has a BF for already 2 months...i don't get it yet, he invited me to lunch, all the people around me said that there was tension between us (like in sexual tension), the first thing he asked was if i was already single and dating and when i answered i was he said "i've been seeing a guy for the last 2 months, he is really nice"...WTF??? whatever, if someone is supposed to come will come.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

test...

i made this test online (instead of working)... and this is the result on what kind of guy i am (just change the girl in the pic for another guy...if possible a hot guy):

The Slow Dancer

Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLD)

The Slow Dancer

Steady, reliable, and cradling him tenderly. Take a deep breath, and let it out real easy...you are The Slow Dancer

Your focus is love, not sex, and for your age, you have average experience. But you're a great, thoughtful guy, and your love life improves every year. There's also a powerful elimination process working in your favor: most Playboy types get stuck raising unwanted kids before you even begin settling down. The men left over will be hot and yours. Your ideal man is someone intimate, intelligent, and very supportive.

While you're not exactly the life of the party, you do thrive in small groups of smart people. Your circle of friends is extra tight and it's HIGHLY likely they're just like you. You appreciate symmetry in relationships.

Your exact male opposite:

The Hornivore

The Hornivore

Random Brutal Sex Master

Always avoid: The False Messiah (DBLM)

Consider: The Gentleman (DGLM), The Slow Dancer (DGLD)

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test | OkCupid - free online dating | Dating

Monday, April 7, 2008

ratatouille

yesterday i was working in my computer in the living room when i heard a strange noise coming from next to my bed...actually i don't have a bed, but a mattress on the floor, and there was a mouse there! i though to myself "you can shout, but no one is going to help u" so i didn't show but left the apartment right away...i ended up crashing in my ex's place (two minutes away from my place). this morning i had to go to the dentist and it was so painful! i also bout a trap for the mouse, i mean i feel bad to kill him, but he is eating my stuff and making noise and i can't sleep in my own house! so the day started really crappy and i was really mad...plus, today i have classes until 9pm so i knew what kind of day i was having...
at lunch i decided to go out with some co-workers to a place nearby. we were finishing when i spotted the ex of my ex's best friend...he is really cute but i until the last time i saw him i was with my ex so i never thought of him as something else. in any case i said hi, and shook his hand, but he was standing there and i felt uncomfortable so i stood up and he hugged me right away and start saying that's been so long since we last met, that we should go out for lunch, and asked me to give him a call. in my opinion he was just being nice and friendly, but when he left all my co-workers were looking at me with a smile like "u have a boyfriend"... i said he was just a friend and they all told me that there was sexual tension between us, it was obvious he wanted me and stuff... ti sounds good but he is a very cute guy, i don't think i'm the kind of guy he would go for...anyways, i sent him a text message and told him that we should really meet for lunch soon (but without my co-workers who are already talking about my new BF)...he answered right away with a smiley and asking if i wanted to lunch tomorrow...i answered him like 15 minutes after that saying i was busy but maybe the day after...he answered right away saying "we r on"... i don't know what to think now, let's see what happens in lunch...

Thursday, April 3, 2008

dana and wentworth...

this is the new commercial of the cable company Yes...i was running in the gym when i saw it and thought: i have to post it!
he (wentworth miller) is hot and she (dana international) is funny as usual.


Tuesday, April 1, 2008

gone...

so C is gone :( and i'm sad... i really like him, and he is very important to me. he says he feels the same way, but i'm not sure, i did feel a couple of times lack of interest or certain selfishness from him...but then he does the cutest and sweetest things ever, so i don't know what to think.
i do believe that there is a reason for everything, therefore there is a reason for me to know him...i'm just trying to figure it out, but i guess life will tell me.
i went with him to the airport this morning, we were really late so he had no time to lose...we hug very strong in the gate, i thought to myself so many things i wanted to say - thank you for all you have given me, and u are not really aware of, thank u for being so cute and helping me feel i deserve better, thank u for looking up to me making me feel i've done some stuff that even u can admire...i also wanted to say "i love u", but i knew the best thing to do was to remain silent- i only said "take care of urself". he looked at me and said "u too, i´ll write u as soon as i arrive"...and he left. last time i cried a lot when he left, this time i didn't felt the need, i just turned around and took the train back to the city.
i'm going to miss u, no doubt about it...but i think that u need to figure out some stuff in ur life, u need to understand that love is not like choosing what car to buy, love just happens and u have to flow with it, no matter the distance, the situation, nothing...just go with it and see what happens. i thought that the differences between u and me were the money, the country, the realities we live in...but i think that our biggest difference is that i do believe in love, i do want to find a guy i want to spend the rest of my life with, to get married, to have a house, children and a dog...i'm waiting for that guy, i wish it was you, though in a place i know u r not.