oy vey...

so my personal financial situation is not the best...but sometimes i can't control myself and i end up buying stuff like crazy. lately i've been really worried about my weight, what i eat, and making sport. i hated sport...i rather watch season of House MD or Grey's Anatomy eating ice cream on my sofa than going to run. but the last 4 months, after losing 8kg, running 3 times a week, dieting, doing yoga, i've started to enjoy working out. i find myself wanting to go for a run to clean my head.
this week is "healthy week" at the office, so they brough all kind of people seeling sport clothes, food suplements, and more. they also brought a guy who sells Polar watches for working out more efectively. where is the problem here: when you put one of my weaknesses (watches, my other weakness is shoes) plus getting thiner and making your work out better...you'll have me buying a watch out of the blue, for a high prize (but cheaper than in a shop). so now i have a new baby, i hope to be thin and hot soon, other way i'm going all the way to the factory and i'll torch the CEO.
wish me luck...i need it...also the money the pay for mi visa this month.

in love...

i'm totally in love of this guy i saw yesterday at the gym. the cutest and sexiest guy i've seen in a looong time. i fell for him hard. i was running and he was doing some shoulder exercises sitting right in front of me. i couldn't stop looking at him and he gave me a look once in a while, but i'm not sure if it was a "what the fuck are u looking at?" or more of a "how U doing?" kind of look.
since then i can't stop thinking about him, it reminds me so much of when i met my ex: i was a waiter in a coffee place and after the first time i saw him i couldn't take him out of my mind...it took me 2 months to make a move and i only did it after a friend of mine saw him in a gay bar so i was 100% he was gay. i'm so shy sometimes, and in this case i don't even know if the guy plays for my team...i'll have to keep working out and stare at him like and idiot until he gives me a sign.

tlv's gay parade...

last friday was the tel aviv gay parade...this year celebrating Tel Aviv's 100th anniversary, the motto was "100 reasons to be proud". as every year, we first got together in the center of the city (at Gan Meir). i met there my friend Mike and his BF. after listening to some speeches and walking around a tourism fair for gay tourists, the parade started at 1.30. we walked down Bograshov street, then Ben Yehuda, Ben Gurion and right to the big beach party at Gordon Beach. there were many trucks with dancers and music and all what u expect from these kind of event (muscular guys, speedos, drags and more). i walked with Mike for like half an hour and then I switched to my friend Herman and his BF. we had some beers cause it was really hot and the sun was killing us (i put so much sun screen that my skin could hardly breath). when we arrived to Ben Gurion I met a Brazilian co-worker and my friend Daphna - who was coming from a picnic with couple of red wine bottles that i took care of-. already drunk we went down to the beach party...really hot, lots of sun, music, alcohol, warm water, hot guys...it was great. i met herman again and stayed with them until the end. at sunset there was a symbolic wedding for two gay couples and four lesbians couples...it was cute.
at around 8, we left in order to rest and eat...and planning to meet later to go out. i woke up at 12pm on friday :)
i post some pics that i stole from people's Facebook, i usually don't do this but my camera was broken so i had no way to take pics.

walking the dog...

last night i finally met this guy i've been talking to for the last week. we were not able to meet on the last few days and since this week i'm pretty busy, we ended up meeting at 11pm. he arrived with his dog...it was the first time i have a group first date. we decided to walk around with her...she was really cute and small, but couldn't stop doing her stuff and he was cleaning after her (not very first date). suddenly, i see the dog smelling some other dog's "private parts" and when i look up i see that the dog's owner is this guy, i've been talking to for ages and we never meet. tel aviv is so freaken small...a really bizarre moment on my dating history (being THE most bizarre moment, the night i went to a pub and i met: my ex, my american lover, the belgian guy i dumped after the 5th date and no kiss, and my friend who falled in love with me and decided to cut me off his life cause i wasn't feeling the same).
anyway, we kept walking around tel aviv wit the dog, made a stop on a nice garden to chat and it all ended at 1am (i wake up at 7 people). of course we said the classic "we'll talk", but i think he really meant it.

queen esther...

as i told you before, i got tickets to see the Pet Shop Boys presenting their new disc in Israel on July 21st. i thought it was cool, i like their music and i love their new song. plus, this year has been full of international performances in Tel Aviv, including Depech Mode, Faith No More, Leonard Cohen and more...but i was not ready for Her coming to Israel...I didn't even want to get excited about it until I had my ticket, but now I have and Queen Esther, Madonna is coming to Israel!!! I have tickets on September the 1st to see the Sticky and Sweet Tour, one of the biggest shows ever presented in Israel!